I don’t know the plan
but I pretend to go through life
like everything is under control.
I don’t know a lot about history
but I plan to make a mark…
as if others are going to remember
when I never did.
I want to change myself
but I continue to hold on
to the broken pieces of the past…
as if the pieces together could
magically change me.
Novaturient: Desiring or seeking powerful change in one’s life, behaviour or situation.